Name:AJ
Birth:23/02/90
Likes
Likes : BLUE
Likes : Playing Video Games
Likes : Playing Soccer
Likes : MUSIC
Likes : Gd Frenz
Hates
Hates : Backstabbing,Moronic,two-faced,action,ppl
Hates : Getting scolded or advised
Hates : Boredem
Hates : Pain And Suffering
Hates : LIFE
To Get Through Life.
For All My Friends To Be Ok
To Be Able To Smile And Laugh Everyday
AK
FD
Alyn
Kathy
Hanafi
Fir
JX
Gary
Desmond
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
March 2008
"Fall Into Sleep"
Dreams of earthquakes
Dreams of hurricanes
Dreams of pouring rain
Dreams of tidal waves...to wash us all away
Dreams of guns blazed
Dreams of fire rage
Dreams of swollen graves
Dreams of hollow pain
All gone
No more fallen
No more enemy
No more casuality
No more dream
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
Dreams of mourning grief
Dreams of disbelief
Dreams of tragedy
Dreams of our disease...to take us all away
Dreams of fidelity
Dreams of inner peace
Dreams of loyalty
Dreams of unity
All gone
All gone
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
The angels are injured
Fall with broken burning wings
Are we dead inside
Are we blind
We can't keep moving forward
Backwards with closed eyes
We're losing sight
All lost inside
No more fallen
No more enemy
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares
Nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
All gone....
AJ zone-ing out
Long time no blog i guess haha
weird,i must have hit something too hard,
cause now i know i'm trully missing alot of stuff in me,
and i dunno what it is,
but i do know one of it is ,PRESSURE
i mean i see veryone else worked up about the 'N'
and i'm still so relaxed,wtf man,
even when i imagine the day itself i still dun feel anything,
Maybe i'm running out of coke or smth,
Will the dice ever roll?,
When will I ever know?,
Will the plot ever twist,
Or will I still resist?,
I've been playing the part of a lost realist
BTW, the pic was a drawing done in chalk on a flat surface.....
AJ peace-ing off....
"In this hole ,
That is me ,
The dead are rolling over ,
In this hole ,
Thickening ,
Dirt shoveled over shoulders ,
I feel it in me ,
So overwhelmed ,
Oh, this pressured center rising ,
My life overturned ,
Unfair the despair ,
All these scars keep ripping open"
AJ Peace-ing Off
Nice try, but it aint workin......hmmm prelims like fuck man..... hiya it has been so
examinatic now days......lol
There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear
At least i saw pyro works today
Sparked that dark thought
haha
Dats all
AJ peace-ing off
Is it wrong to eat fries with a damned good friend?
Retatrds , Well whatever, Got some weird looks, felt quite weird
But feels good haha, damned i'm half-nuts HAHA Must be getting hashim dieseas
Hmm so Mr evil twin? watcha gonna do now?
What are ya gonna try now?
I feel sad for you somehow,
But i aint scared of ur haunts,
not anymore
"Keep holding on,
My heads ticking like a bomb,
Guess the black bots have come to get me, "
AJ peace-ing off, hah
Weird, weird stuff happening, haha
*Inside AJ's Brain*
' This is AJ's brain cell 4, wats the situation there 44?...over' 'I Dunno no. 4, but there seems to be a mutation.....wait....oh my god wat in the world ???AAHHHH' ' 44? 44? do you read me ? what the hell .......COKE BREAK!!!'
haha i feel like dats what happening in my head now hahaha
At least .........I FINISHED MY DnT FOLIO.....OH THANK LORD FOR BLESSING ME WITH THIS haha
"Belive Me, I'm Just As Lost As You"
AJ Peace-ing Off
hmmmz wat a day, happy and later sad.... wat the hell.... 'tokah gokah'-- its jap for equvilent trade...hmmz guess most of the things in this world runs on that theory alone....hmmm atleast some ppl still wan me to stay in the light, hmm who noe's hw long i'll stay in it, but i'll try for as long as i can, but well probably there are ppl who wants be to go deeper in to it .... so gotta prove em wrong...lets see hw long i can support myself lol....
"Why does everyone feel like my enemy , Don't want any part of depression orDarkness , I've had enough sick and tired , bring the sun, or I'm gone,"
AJ Peace-Ing Off
YEA MAN....Lol haven't had fun like this for like ages man.....and I get it all back in 2 days I mean like WOAH ...lol..I swear if all my fun in these 2 days were to be exchanged with money , all 9 planets full of gold would be like nth...
u noe I seriosly wish fun like that can neva end..... I would give anything for that....even if i can only live one day for that...
but with good things comes bad things.... equivilent trade, this world is based on that...hmm lets see hw it goes for now, juz gotta take the back seat for a while longer haha fucken mind games
Oh yea some advice who think its all gonna go all thier way, " Forfeit the game , Before somebody else , Takes you out of the frame , Puts your name to shame , Cover up your face , You can’t run the race , The pace is too fast , You just won’t last..."
Guess dats all,, Its gonna be fun for a while, good or bad , AJ Peace-ing off
Ok due to overwhelming responses i'm updating the blog hahaha..... watever but like man......school so bloody lame man today.....can't belive they switched a concert for some amazing race thingy .....seriously admit it.... its dumb....but well at least school ended quite early.... not that bad......but gt freakin dnt remedial for folio another dumb shit.....and now we gotta finish the folio in 3 days WTF?!?!?!?! nuts.....
These questions keep hauntin me
its like the Devils askin me
" why should i set ur mind free?
when i got something to torture and play around with"
Ok Dats All Peeps, AJ Peacing off
Finally, finished the damned DnT workpiece lol...... so bloody happy man , but still got folio haiz -_-"..... But its onli next week........after DnT me, gary , zheng min, qi hong, cerwin and fir went to play soccer at the street soccer court and WE RULED IT lol.....guess dats all lol.....
AJ peace-ing off
Hmmmz well i guess nth much happened today....literally...damn BORING...can't remember much except for the DnT lessons and SS lessons.....I noe there's hmw too but i could'nt care less too many .......Well atleast my DnT almost complete lol........
"Peel me from the skin ,Tear me from the rind , Does it make you happy now?
Tear meat from the bone ,Tear me from myself , Are you feeling happy now?"
-Mudvayne, Happy?
Guess dats all then, AJ peace-ing out
Haiz.....such a FUCKED UP day......almost everyone thinks that its probably ok to push all the BLAME to ME....its fine as long it aint THEM....FUCK......Juz taking advantage of me indirectly....fuckers.....i must have been a fool to think that all of us can be gd friends together all the way....only now do i see who my true friends are....
AJ peace-ing the fuck out