Phoenix's Flames

2008-03-20T08:11:00.000-07:00

Hey Everyone,Its Been....Looong I Guess

Well Kavi, see? I keep my promises haha
But I guess This Could Be My Last Post,

Well Anyways,Things Have Been Interesting To Be Honest
Ever Since The 'O's Ended Alot Of Things Happened

Job,New Friends,Old Dreams Re-emerging,Going To Genting
And Of Course There Has Been Alot Of Personal Development,
I've Changed,But I Know I Can Go Further,
We Are All Humans After All,we Change And Adapt To Situations,
Thats What Makes Us Unique

Of Course Not Everyhting Has been Good To Me, There Also Has Been Bad Stuff,
But I Have Like Learnt To Tackle Them In The Same Head-On Way That I Do,
Only A Lil Bit More Smarter And Better,
Still Learning To Keep My Emotions On Hold,

Haha Well I Have Been Thinking Of Writing A Book,
Well I actually Have Had For Some Years Now,But Never Got Around It To Do It

Hmm I Not Sure What Kinda Book, Genre And What It Shld Be Abt,
Soo Give Me Ideas Ok?I'll Check Back And I'll be deleting My Blog In A Wk

And Dont Ask Me To Write Abt Myself,I Still Got A Long Way To Go In Life,
If The Book Does By A Miracle Become A Hit, I'll Write Your Names In For Those Who Helped

Why I Gonna Stop Blogging?
Cause I Gotta Stop Reading The Past Chapters And Go Read The Future Chapters,
Basically I Gotta Move, Cant Always Stay Here
Well I Might Blog Again, Bt Not Now, haha

Well I Hope All A Glorious Future And Hope Everyobe Achieves Their Dreams,
Never Stop Drreaming,Never Stop Believing,
Maybe In The Future We'll Meet All Achieving What We Wanted

So Till Den This Has Been
=+A.Jayden+=

2007-09-26T07:22:00.000-07:00

Heylo People
Well I Aint Gonna Update My Blog For Awhile, Gotta Study,
So Yeaa.. I'll Update When The O Lvl Are Done Ya?
So Check Up On me..
Lol

See Ya And Good Luck To Everyone Taking Their Respective Examinations,

=+A.Jayden+=

2007-09-22T07:27:00.001-07:00

Hey All So Ytd Night We Played Soccer,
And Lost All The Way, But, Woah That Team Was Waay Too Good,
Lol But Wat The Hell, Hmm Today Was English Remedial For An Hour, B4 Everyone Decided To Head Home, Resulting In Another Boring Day,

Oh I was Going Thru JX's Blog And His Recent Post Shoed An Entry With Funny Pics, I Decided To Visit The Site And Maaan, Those Pics Are Way Funny, So Here Are Some Of Em To Cheer YA Up =)

Credits To JX

Fresh Spirits Tomorrow..

Uh I Would Consider Driving Instead..

Self-Explainatory

You Could Go To http://www.engrish.com/ And View Many Others I U wish To,

Haha Well Thats All Folks,

Cya!

=+A.Jayden+=

2007-09-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey,
Whats Cooking?
So Anyways haven't Been Able To Update My Blog Due To Computer Failure,
Had To Reboot Everything, Resulting In Loss Of My precious Songs And Pictures,
And Also Hard To Get Programs,

Well Anyways, I Played Soccer Ytd Night
Played With, Fir, Cerwin And Amir,
And Maaan, We Won All The Way Since we Came In Although We Were Rusty haha,
Scored 3 Goals Myself, Tho Missed Quite Alot Of Chances Haha Oh Well,
Hmm Today After Sch, Went To Play Lan With Fir, Cerwin And Joe,
Haha Had Fun In The Cyberworld Shooting Each Other With AK-47s And Stuff,
Hmm After Gaming, Me , Fir And Joe Played Pool,
Haha I Have Been Improving From Super Noob To Noob Hahah
Ok Lame,

Hmm The Great Escape By Boys Like Girls Has Been Stuck In My Mind For Awhile Now
Hmm Well Tml Me And The Guys Are Playing Soccer At Night Again Haha,
And Guys Meaning More Then 4 Ppl Haha
Well Thats All People,
Adios Amigos!

=+A.Jayden+=

Hey

2007-09-15T03:01:00.000-07:00

Hey, Ok So, I Changed Some Blog Things Around Here,
Gonna Try Updating Now,
So Anyways Ytd Was Kinda Fun,
Went To Play Lan With Fir And Cerwin, Joe Joined In Late,
Played Till About 4 Before Playing Pool,
Den To The Arcade After That, Yea Won The World Cup With England,Haha

So After That I Went To Plat Soccer With The Guys ,
Amir, Ian,Mateen, Din, Hashim And Fir,
At About 8.30, But We Only Started Playing At 9 Something,
Due To Complications About The Ball,
Played Till 10 Before Heading Home

Woke Up At 2.30 like Woah,
i Mean i Slept At 1 Meaning I had 13.5 hours Of Sleep Haha,
Stupid Construction Workers making A racket,
well I edited My Friendster After A Long While And Just Finished My Blog,
Haha So Well Guess Thats All
See Ya'll!

=+ A.Jayden+=

2007-08-13T06:52:00.000-07:00

Ok so today was the MT 'O' lvl results,
Got a fucking C6, niice, Fuck lah ccb,
Can tell i dissappointed my parents and my teacher,
I Think i'm like one of those rare indian cases
where i can't do my tamil lah,knn.Now i'm stuck on a dilemma wheather as to retake the damned paper or nt.If i retake then fail like ccb waste my time.
Stupid M.O.E (ministry of erection)nb,
Still got dumb shit odd years harder then even years papers, wtf is that?,
So now i'm s'pose to blame my parents for giving birth o me lah?nonsensical morons,
Then, Na eng oral must get lower then Express oral, Fuck lah,
then the moderation like makes our hardwork go down the drain, stupid lah so biased.

Well anyways after that there was'nt any mood to study after that, we went to TG to play soccer, and gawddamnit i'm so bloody rusty lah.
Mom scolds me today more then usual, " Your computer not coming for exam...blah blah blah'',FucK Lah, i know right, don't need be so sacarstic and shove it up my face right?Just say it lah, I Disappointed The Fuck Outta You Guys,

It feel like the waves beat me heavily as i move through the ocean, but i do not know the reason to as why i'm moving through it in the first place

-=-A.Jayden-=-

2007-07-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

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Finally Started Blogging Again Haha,
Tho Nth Much Happened Today
Maths And Physics Test Killed Us Today,

"Yea here we go for the hundredth time,
Hand grenade pins in every line,

Throw 'em up and let something shine.
Going out of my fucking mind.

Filthy mouth, no excuse.
Find a new place to hang this noose.

String me up from atop these roofs.
Knot it tight so I won't get loose.

Truth is you can stop and stare,
Run myself out and no one cares.

Dug a trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up out to reach somewhere.

Yea someone pour it in,
Make it a dirt dance floor again.

Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.

I bleed it out.
Go, stop the show.

Chop your words in a sloppy flow.
Shotgun I pump, lock and load,

Cock it back and then watch it go.
Mama help me, I've been cursed,

Death is rolling in every verse.
Candypaint on his brand new hearse.

Can't contain him, he knows he works.
Fuck this hurts, I won't lie.

Doesn't matter how hard I try.
Half the words don't mean a thing,

And I know that I won't be satisfied.
So why, try ignoring him.

Make your dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out, "

I Bleed It Out, Digging Deeper,Just To Throw It Away

2007-04-24T06:18:00.000-07:00

Everything We Do

Every Tiny Desicion We Make

Leaves Its Mark

At Times It Is Easy To Follow Its Path

But Often There Are Too Many Signs

Which Confuse Everything

And So One Might Need To Find The Courage To

Wipe Everything Away And Start All Over Again,

With A Heart That's Open To The Unexpected

Just Like Footprints In The Sand By The Beach...

Take Care!!

2007-04-17T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hey
You Know What? Screw It Cause I'm The Blame For Everything
Everything Small And Big,
So Yea War On Iraq My Fault, Sars My Fault,Korean Nukes My Fault,
Hope The Whole World Is Happy Cause They Now Know Who To Blame For Every Piece Of Shit They Create Upon Themselves,

You Know What The Fuck I Just Realised?
I Could Just Go Suicide, I'll Go To Hell You Say,
Well I'm Going To Hell Anyways When I Die,No Matter,
Why? Cause I'm Hated
The Significance Of My Death Aint The Same Now,
Its The Same As When Your Distant Relative Dies, You Don't Shed Tears For Em Just Cause You Did'nt Know Em Right? ,Hmm Just Abt The Same,

Ties That Bind You To This Sad Pathetic Place We Call World,
Mainly Include Love, Family And Friends
Friends, You Seem To Be Close To A Certain Set Of Friends, Follow The Next Year And U Suddenly Realise You Aint, Interesting Aint It?
Friendship Can Also Be Explained As A String In A Way,
It Stretches And Eventually Breaks,

For Family, Yea When U R Young Your Parents Look Like Hero's To Ya,
Bt Then, Hero's Don't Exists, Some Say Hero's Are Ppl Hu Do Not Have Powers But Ppl Hu Have Their Quality, But Then Lets Accept It, Hero's Dun Exists
Yea Back To Point, Yea Families Put All The Pressure On Ya Has Ya Grow,Forgeting What They Wanted To Have When They Were A Child And This Pointless Useless Cycle Countinutes,

Love,Hmm, Some Ppl Suffer In It, Either Quietly Or Known,
Some Enjoy It, How The Hell You Suppose To Know Who Is Mr Or Mrs Right?
Love Is Two Faced, Its Hell And Heaven, Which Makes Everything A Confusion And Drives Ppl Crazy,

Hmm So When Was The Last Time U Judged A Person By His Name First Before His Appearance?, A Long Time Ago?Maybe Never, Aint This Sad? World Is Ruled By Pretty Faces, Like The Music Industry, When Was The Last Time You Saw Ugly Artists In A Video Or Top Hit?Only Those Pure Talents Which Makes Up A Small Fraction Of It All Do, And They Are Really Lucky

This World Is Sinned, Living In It Is Already Considered A Sin,
My Point? Figure Ity Urself God Damn It, I Did'nt Type This Much For Nothing

The Same Old Dream Haunts Me

Fading Out

2007-04-13T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hey, Sports day Was Today,
Guess Wat, A Bronze And My Very First Gold EVER,
Ha Ha
Cool,
Everyone Praised Me For My Second Run As I Was Really Fast,
I Surprised Myself, But I Slowed Down In The Second Run, Was To Be Expected Tho,
Hahah, Cool man,
I'm Extremely Tired To The Point Where Tired Aint A Word No More
Hmmm, 'They' Did'nt seem To care...

So Like After that The Runners Including A Pea Brain named JS,
Went To Eat At Fish And Co. At JP, Ha Ha Raj Cld'nt Come Cause He Fainted,Ha ha
So Like Had Fish And Chips There, OO Man, The Fish Was Huge!, And Fries Were Awesome Too,
Enough to Fill This Bottomless Pit Up For Awhile,Ha Ha

After Eating,Me,Gary,Js,Cerwin and Amir went to play bowing at Csc,
Joe And Fir Joined Us There To, Played Arcade First There Tho, Ha Ha,Ha Ha Getting Better At Virtual Striker 4, Lol,
Bowling Was Cool, After 4 Misses, I Had A Few Strikes, Coming Second To Joe,
Then The Fucking People There Close Us Down, Wasting Our Money

I Feel Happy,But I Know Its Temporary
Bye,Bye-ing,Byed

2007-03-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

These ideas are nightmares to white parents
Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings
Like whatever they say has no bearing, it's so scary in a house that allows no swearing
To see him walking around with his headphones blaring
Alone in his own zone, cold and he don't care
He's a problem child
And what bothers him all comes out, when he talks about
His fuckin' dad walkin' out
Cause he just hates him so bad that he blocks him out
If he ever saw him again he'd probably knock him out
His thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin' back
Talkin' black, brainwashed from rock and rap
He sags his pants, do-rags and a stocking cap
His step-father hit him, so he socked him back, and broke his nose
His house is a broken home, there's no control, he just let's his emotions go...

Haha, Hey,
Like This Song, My Fav Eminem Song,
Almost Got It In My Head Totally Lol,
Oh Yea, I Wore This Cool Ex-Airforce Jacket Ytd, Cooool
And Tml Got Match Right After Remedial
Haha, Well Dats All I think, Lol,

Au Revoir!
AJ Sings For The Moment

2007-03-20T06:54:00.000-07:00

Hmm yo,
wassup?

No One Is Perfect, And If If You Attain Perfectness, You Wont Have It For Long,

It may sound absurd,
but don't be naive,
Even Heroes have the right to bleed,
I may be disturbed,but won't you conceed,
Even Heroes have the right to dream but,
It's not easy to be me

So If You Think You Can Do A Better Job Then Me In Being Me,
Then Be My Guest And Prove It

Well Dat's All,
AJ Says Au Revouir

2007-03-15T05:01:00.000-07:00

Hmm, Hey,
I Think I'm Sick lol,
Temperature Raised By 0.7, haha
Is That Good Or Bad?Haha,

Ok, So Whats The Point Of A Holiday?
To Give Ya Rest Mentally, Physically And Emotionally,
So That After The Holiday You'll Feel Rejuvinated Right?
Well Then Why Are There Classes, Homework, And More Problematic Stuff Happening During Hols?
If You Think About It, Probs Seem To Suddenly Appear In Huge Numbers During The Hols,
Holiday?My Ass

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

Haha, Hmm,I Know I'm Suppose To Rest At Home While I'm Sick,
So That I'll Get Better And Crap, But When Was The Last Time I Was Truly Alright?
In Heart,Soul And Body?Mentally:Messed, Physically:Sick, Emotionally:Lost,
Lol, Hmm, But I Can't Give A Rat's Ass About All These Crap,Well Just For The Hols, Gonna Try And Rest,
Haha, Well Gonna Play Soccer With The Guys, heh, Its Resting My Mind Ok?Lol

Well Dats All Folks, Cya
AJ Says Au Revoir!

2007-03-12T07:15:00.000-07:00

============
Haha looooooong time since I blogged,
Nothing to do I suppose,
Hmm days seems pretty interesting nowadays, don't they?
Haha seriously, I can't imagine or think about anything that could surprise me now haha,

Restless tonight,
Cause i wasted the lights,
Between both these times,
I drew a really thin line

If I traded it all,
Is I gave it all away for one thing,
Just for one thing,
If I sorted it out,
If I knew all about this one thing,
Would'nt that be something?

Well Dats All Haha,Cya'll
AJ Says Goodbye

===============

2007-01-08T06:17:00.000-08:00

Whoo~~
On Form Man!
Awesome Today, Passing,Dribbling,Shooting,Skills,
I Nearly Solo'ed All The Way By My Self And Made A Goal Too, Haha
So That Brings My Tally To 6 Goals This Season
Meaning I'm Top Goal Scorer along With Fir, haha,
Yep,5 Goals In A Day BooYA,
Lol

Sathya Making Some Club Along With Some Coach It Seems,
Decided To Join In After Parents Gave The Green Light,
Might Enter Tournaments Here And There Haha,
Its Every Saturday It Seems lol,

Looks Like It Would Be A Renunion Too, Me, Ian, Amir,Sathya,Azizan And Fir All Joing Too,
This Year Is Gonna Be Weird I Guess,Haha

Well Till Next Time, Au Reviour!

AJ-Will Never Know

==========

2007-01-01T06:46:00.000-08:00

Well Happy New Year
Haha Well Went Arnd S'pore, To Somerset,
With, K,Joe,Alyn And Ian
Man Streets Filled With Bangla's
Haha Rally The Riot Crowd,
Well I Gt My 3 Resolutions,

+Better In Studies
+Better In Soccer
+Better In Myself

School Is Starting Soon,
Can't Wait To Play Ball Again,
Next Year Is Gonna Be A Roller-Coaster Ride,
Hell, Aint Life One?

Haha I Figured, That Its Not Entirely Abt Life Or Death,
Its The Purpose,
What Will You Die For, Or Wat Will You Live For?,
The Desire To Do Something Or Be Something,
It Has Always Been There, And It Drives Us, But We Never Really Take Notice,
Now, What Do You Desire?

Au Revoir!

AJ-Hanging By A Moment

== Merry X'mas==

2006-12-25T06:08:00.000-08:00

Haha, Well Merry Christmas!!!,
Too Bad Santa Won't Come To S'pore,
Too Hot Here, Not Like We Had Much Christmas Spirit Anyways,

Well Today, Met Joe And K Today, Gave Out Thier Presents,
We Hanged Out At Macs, Haha Without Much Money, Actually,
Without Money At All, Haha,Only Had My ez-link Card To Buy The Macs Meal lol,
Hmm Went Over Here,Watched Tv And Some Pretty Wierd And Amazing Vids,
(Weird+Amazing=Weirdzingly?Amazierd? haha)

I've been thinking of everything,
I used to want to be,
I've been thinking of everything,
of me of you and me

This is the story of my life,
These are the lies I have created

I'm in the middle of nothing,
And it's where I want to be,
I'm at the bottom of everything,
And I finally start to leave,

And I swear to god I've found myself,
In the end

The Song Might Be Familiar, Lol,
Its One Of The Songs In An Ad, For A S'pore Show

Well Dats All,
Au Revoir !,

AJ's Story Of His Life

===New Skin===

2006-12-24T04:30:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey, Yep Changed The Skin,
I Know It Aint Much, But Well, Its Nice And Simple,
Well I Know i Haven't Updated In Awhile, But Well,
Here's Wat Has Happened So Far,
Hmmm, Got 8 Pts For N lvl, 2 Distictions,
Hmmm,New Phone,Cool Functions,
Dad's Car Got Into An Accident, Hmm It Was Repaired By The Taxi Drivers Money,
Played Pool, Went Town And Chill Out Till 10,
Lol,Yup, Lotsa Things Going Down,

Hmm Thoughts Dun Ever Seems To End,
Changes And Time,
Hw Change Is Unstoppable, And Hw Time Is Unreversible,
Time Is Against All Of Us,Some Have Shorter Timelines Then Others

Well Dats All Folks, Lol

Au Revoir!

AJ Is The Phenomenon

voucher

2006-12-14T07:38:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey,
4 More Days Then,
Hmm, Today Was......Interesting,
Dad Won A $200 Takashimaya Voucher Lol,
So Yup, We Went There,Dad Got Himseld A $100 Wallet,
Mom Got An $50 Handbag,
Me And Sis Spent The Rest Of The $50 On Chocs Lol,

I Saw A Blue Rolls Royce, A Black Ferrari, And 3 red Mazda RX-8,
Booya!!,Lol

Well After That We Headed To Imm,
I Asked My Dad To Get Me A Pair Of Nike Shoe's, Since I had Only 2 Shoes Left,
It Cost $80 After Discount Lol,
Weirdly, I Cld Fit Into A Size 44 ,But My Actual Size Was 42 , And There Was Only The Blue Version Of It Left,And I Had Picked The Black Version Of It,
Haha, Guess Blue And The No. 4 Are Attached To Me Lol,

Got A Haircut At QB House Cause We Did'nt Have Much Time,
I Thought I Looked Weird, But My Family Said I Was Ok, Lol
Weird....Lol

Well Dats All I guess Lol

Au Revoir!

AJ Is The Phenomenon

Pizz@

2006-12-13T05:32:00.000-08:00

Yo Yo,
So Like, Today Was Ma' Parents Wedding Aniversary,
20 Yrs Of Marrige, Ordered Pizza,
Canadian To Be Exact, Buy One Get 1 Free What,
Haha, Got A Tandoori Chicken And Quattro Cheese,
Oh Yea, Haven't Had Pizza In A While,

My Parents Bought A New Washing Machine Too,
Its Big, And Look Kinda Cool,
Lol, Not Much To write About So Thought I'll Write It Down Anyways Lol,

Hmm K S'pose To Be Back By Today Haha,
And Joe Will Be Back In 3 More Days,
And My result In 5 More Days,
And Maybe, Just Maybe, New Hp In 2 More days,

Oh The Vid Is Nice Man, Listen To The Lyrics CAREFULLY!, Lol
If U Wanna I'll Put A Link Back To My Blog Home Page, In My Greed/Links Page So That U Can Go Back To View It,

Au revoir !

AJ Peace-ing Off

Collide

2006-12-12T03:34:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey,
6 More Days,
Dunno If I'm Excited Or Scared,Lol
Hmm Played Need For Speed : Carbon Today
Almost Got It Completed, 98 % To Be Exact Lol,
I Could Finish A Game In 3 Days In Boredem,

Hmmm, Both K And Joe Are Still Overseas,
K Would Be Back Tml, But She'll Be Tired, So Can't Hang-out,
Joe Wld Still Be In Hong Kong Till Sat,So Few More Days Without Him,

Ytd Me,Ian,Fir,Hashim,Din,Cerwin,And Zan,
Played Soccer In The Morn, But We Got bored And Played Pool At JE,
haha, Me And Ian Were Beginners, But After A While We Got A Hang Of It,

Even The Best Fall Down Sometimes,
Even the Wrong Words Seem To Rhyme

AJ - Collides

Interesting

2006-12-10T04:05:00.000-08:00

Well, well, 8 more Days
Armageddon, 18 Nov,
hmm, Well Joe Left For Hong Kong,
He'll Be Back On Sat,
Hmm K, Going To M'sia Till Wed,
Hmmm, Well I Can Survive For 3-6 Without My Buddies,
I Think.....,
Well Atleast They'll Be Back By 18,
But Gonna Be Bored Without Ppl To Hang Out With,

Hmm, Well Tmr , Meeting My 2 Other Bros,
Ian And Amir,
Playing Soccer In Sch Field, Weird Ay?
Azizan And Sathya Will Be There Too,

The Other Soccer Boys Will Be There Also,
Haven't Seen Zan In A Long Time haha,

Lol I Woke Up At 3 Today, Weird.... Haha
I Might Create A Myspace Account Out Of Boredem Haha,
And Ns Pic Ay?
Lol

AJ-Entering Chapter 4

Downfall

2006-12-03T05:16:00.000-08:00

Fear In Me So Deep,
It Gets The Best of Me,
In The Fear I Fall,
Here It Comesface To face With me
Here I Stand, Hold Back So No One Can See,
I Feel This Wounds, Step Down,
Am I Breaking Down?,

Can I Break Away?,
Push Me Away,
Make Me Fall,
Just To See Another Side Of Me,
Push Me Away,
You Can't See,
What I See, The Other Side Of Me,

Fall Back On Me, I'll Be The Strength I Need,
To Save Me Now,
Just Come face To Face With Me,
Stay In Place, You'll Be The First To See,
Me Heal These Wounds, Step Down
Am I Breaking Down?,

No One Can See The Other Side Of Me,
I Walk, I Crawl,
Losing Everything And Waiting For A Downfall

Lol, Like This Song,
Reminds Me Of Me Sometimes Lol,
Lol, And Joe's Going Overseas Again,
Hmmm Few More Days Without The Ass Smacker haha,

AJ Waiting For A Downfall

Ooh Aah

2006-11-30T08:14:00.000-08:00

Hello!,
Guess Where I'm At...,
At Joe's Castle,
Haha, Dinner Was Prata Sausage,
Haha, I Hepled Him Clear Some Stuff,
We Had Issues With The Dustbin, Haha,
Joe's Table Is So Damn Neat Now, Its A Miracle Haha,
Hmm, Now We're Currently Playing The Ps,
Need For Speed : Underground 2,
Cars, Cars, And More Cars, BOOYA!! Haha,

We Hanged Out In The Afternoon With K,
Who Had A Sleepover At Cass's Too, Oh Yea Its Cass B'dae,
Haha, Happy B'dae I S'pose Haha,
Had CocoNUT Water And Candy Cane Then Haha,
Well Dats All I guess, Catch Ya Guys Soon Lol,
And Maybe I'll Kill You Guys When I Catch Ya Haha

AJ Says, Ooh Aah

Wish, Fall To Pieces

2006-11-27T05:31:00.000-08:00

Hmm hey,
Hmmm,
If You Had A Wish, What Wld It Be?
Hmm Most Of You Guys Would Ask For,
An Expansive Car, A Million Dollars Or 3 more Wishes,
I Can Only Say One Thing To You Guys That Do Wish For Those,

STUPID, yep, You read right, S-T-U-P-I-D,
Wanna Know wat i would have wished for?,
A world, full of neverending happines, joy and laughter,
Me stupid now u say?
Wld a car, or money or 3 more wishes actually give ya neverending happiness?
Think abt it....

I Fall To Pieces,I'm Falling
Fell To Pieces And I'm Still Falling,
Everytime I'm Falling Down,
All Alone I Fall To Pieces

AJ-Falling To Pieces

B-O~R_3=D

2006-11-25T22:08:00.000-08:00

Hell I'm Bored,
Nth To Do, Which Can Drive Anyone Nuts,
So Far Today, I've Been Laying My Ass Here,
Watching Vids, Chatting And Listening To Music,
I Must Have Heard All The Songs On My Playlists Like Over 5 Times Or more I Think,

Hmm Well, Ytd Night,
The Guys And I Played Soccer Ytd Night,
Lol, I Scored 2 goals Man WHoo,
Hmm Well Guess Thats It ,

Oh And Slash Is Da' King Of Guitars

AJ Is Bored...

Hmm

2006-11-23T22:28:00.000-08:00

Well As You Can See,
I Changed The Player, Cool Ay?
Hmm For Those Not Mentally Gifted,
Click On The Play Button, And It'll Play Once Its Loaded Up,
Lol,

So Today, Was Kinda Boring Actually,
Did'nt Go Out Like I Planned,
Went To Popular Alone,
Bought Blank Disk And Stuff,
Hmm Yep, BORING

K Send Me The Songs By +44 In Thier New album,
The Songs Are Awesome, Thx Sis,

Hmm Well, Dats Abt It I S'pose,
Cya Next Time,

AJ Says, Sayonara

Blurry

2006-11-22T22:13:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey!,Wassup,
I Know I Know,
I Haven't Blogged For A While,
But, Well , Here's The New Entry,

Hmm, Well, Ytd,
As Most Of U Noe,Was The Grad Ceremony,
Well, Some Speech, Some Vids,Hmm It was Overall Ok,
Mr Ong Was Hilarious,
Clapped Without Reason ,Hehe,
There Was A Buffet, But, The Guys And I,
Decided To Go Play Street Soccer At Toh Guan,
It Seems That I Scored A Goal, Tho I Dun Rmb,
But I made Lot Of Assists Haha,

Everything's So Blurry,
And Everyone's So Fake,
And Everybody's Empty,
And Everything's So Messed Up,

Oh And went To The Road Show Sometime Ago,
Awesome Shit,
Expanive Cars And Bike,
Feels Like An Second Heaven Lol,
But Felt Like Hell When You Can't Touch Some Of The Cars,

Well Dats All I S'pose,
Lol,
Cya,

AJ-Taking It All Away

Book Of Answers

2006-11-13T06:12:00.000-08:00

Hmmm Lol,
Looked At Book Of Answers Today,
You Need Some 'Chi' To Actually Make It Work,
HAHA,
Crazy Book, It Answers All Your Questions,
But At Times You Wanna Just Burn It Lol,

Sinking With Each Step,
Scared Of What May Be Next,
For Me In This Game We've Played For So Long,
My Instincts Disappear,
The Only Voice I Hear,
Is Telling Me To Run Away From Here...

Oh, We Won The Soccer Tournament,
And All By Luck,
But Well,
A Win Is A Win Right?Lol

AJ-Peace-ing Off

Animal I Have Become

2006-11-08T22:56:00.000-08:00

I can't escape this hell

So many times i've tried

But i'm still caged inside

Somebody get me through this nightmare

I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?

No one would ever change this animal I have become

Help me believe it's not the real me

Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare

I can't control myself

HaHa Joe's Back Haha,Whoo

Looks Like Instead Of Sparks Flying,

Lightning Might Strike Instead HaHa,

Well It Was Kinda Expected Anyways Lol,

We're All Soilders In This War Of The Mind Games,

And We've All Taken Bullets Too,

Oh Here's A Lil Joke By My Aunty HeHe,

Bear,Lion And Chicken Were Discussing On Who Was Most Feared,

The Bear Said,If He Roared The Forest Will Shake,

The Lion Said, If He Roared The Jungle Will Shake,

The Chicken Said, If He Coughed ,The Whole World Will Panic!!

HAHA, Get It? If U Dun Nvm haha

Lol , Oh I Gt Ur Back man, Lol

AJ - Becoming This Animal

Hollowman

2006-11-06T02:42:00.000-08:00

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

Hmm If Only,
Hmm, Yea Had Some Soccer Practice,
Then It Rained, Den My Mom Had To Rain On My parade,
Hmm Joe Has Been Away For Like 3 Days,
Woner What He's Doing, Amir, Soffian And Cerwin Are Gone too,
Hmm Oh BTW, GD LUCK TO ALL O LEVEL CANDIDATES!!!
Especially To Agent 47 haha

AJ Signing Off

Getting Away With Murder

2006-10-31T04:19:00.000-08:00

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
What creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishment
And you're the master
And I am craving this disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
Getting away with murder
It isn't possible
To never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
And I don't need to
Because I'm getting away with murder

Messed Up In The Head Man,
Not Like I can Give Up Thinking,
All At One Shot,

Dreams Become Fears, Fears Becomes Reality, Is Reality All But A Dream?

AJ-Getting Away With Murder

Paranoia

2006-10-23T07:40:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... Everyday is juz another day of problems,
An Endless Sphere Of Problems,
Always more den one,
Even the lil things count,
Maybe i've juz reached a Whole New Level Of Paranoia,

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
And now my future seems like on big past,

The 7 deadly sins :
Lust,Gluttony,Greed Sloth,Wrath,Envy,Pride
Why, Do They Exist?
When Will The Question , ' Why?' , Be Ever Answered?

Well Guess the Day We Noe
Wld Be The Day It Snows In Singapore,
And It Starts To Rain Coke,Haha,

Till I Find More Things To Pour My In Here,

AJ - Out

Day To Night

2006-10-19T23:36:00.000-07:00

Hmmm seems like my days,
Kinda Start Bright And Ends Dark,
juz like day to night,
but well atleast there is always a star in the night sky,
and even that one star,
makes the dark sky look alot brighter,

"So What If Sex Is Great?
Its Just An Temporary Escape"

lol

AJ Peacing-Off

I'll Be There For You

2006-10-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

So.....What have i been up to?
Well lol, for a guy who wants holiday,
As so far done nth,
yea sure, hit the street soccer court somedays ago,
And gt a nice injury from it lol,
other then dat, i'm either rotting in my room,
Or out with Joe or an Old friend,

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's DOA
It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year, but...

I'll be there for you...
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you...
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you...
'Cause you're there for me too.

You're still in bed at ten, though work begins at eight,
You burned your breakfast, so far things are going great,
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these,
But she didn't tell you
when the world was brought down to your knees
that...

No one could ever know me.
No one could ever see me.
Seems your the only one who knows what it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with.
Make it through all the mess with.
Someone I'll always laugh with.
Even at my worst,
I'm best with....
you - yeah

AJ Peace-Ing Off

sorry

2006-09-25T06:13:00.000-07:00

Lol
CHOCOLATE DAT COSTS $15
OMG,
Thx For That!! =)

Had Ben & Jerry chocolate fudge milk(?),
weird man haha,

sry abt today,did'nt mean it,=)

AJ Peacing-Off

= )

2006-09-23T04:23:00.000-07:00

Ok so i did'nt extreme study
Jus a lil basic
Bt well start with basics ay?

Ok so I found out ytd.
that the best way to destress is to do,
shadow boxing,somesaults,punching the wall,banging your head on something,and listening to loud and extreme music even if you dun understand it, an example would be slipknot music lol

Hmm my bodies over the limit , and breaking down,
but i still am gonna push it further,lol

And today morning had a damned bloody stupid argument over such a small thing,
I mean wat the hell? I WAS FUCKIN TIRED !! and its just a freakin game...

Ok dats all for now.....CYA!

AJ Signing-off

lol

2006-09-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

GT WAR MAN

WHOO~HOO

And i'm planning for my funeral,
It's gonna be grand,
Gt fireworks,explosions, and bbq

dun worry , i'll invite ya'll haha

everything's blue tho haha

oh maybe my last time updating b4 N tho,
gonna torture myself for a week,
extreme-study,
maybe will be online for a while tho haha

AJ peace-ing out

New Skin

2006-09-15T06:23:00.000-07:00

BOOYA

New skin baby!
lol, Altho i gt onli 3 votes in total,
It's better then nth lol,

1st Time This Yr,
I Haven Played Soccer For A DAY!!
Well its a gd thing i guess...
Lets my body recover...
My stomach still hurts,

SCREW YOU 4 THAT

lol....

bring it you say?
SUCK IT I SAY !

AJ-GOING OFF

=/

2006-09-13T06:04:00.000-07:00

cause I'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and I'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream?

whose skin am i in?
whose eyes am i looking through?

Oh yea btw i'm gonna need a vote to see
hw many ppl think i need to change by blog skin lol

AJ off....

S.D.A.B

2006-09-07T07:19:00.000-07:00

S.D.A.B
Why isit ,
that you like to make promises you can't keep?
All your life,
You have always been lying,
Your're so bloody contradicting,
Wished that you'll just use your brain and common sense for atleast once,
I juz dun like feeling divided, CAN YOU SEE THAT?CAN YOU EVEN TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME?

Will I Ever Break This Chain?
Will I Ever Step Out Of The Circle?
Will I Forever Stay Sane?
Or Will I Just Die In Vain?

If I could change I would take back the pain I would,
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would,
If I could stand up and take the blame I would,
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

bt i can't, if i cld be 3 ppl at once i wld, bt i can't

AJ wishing-he-could-divide-himself-ing out

Sacrifice

2006-09-05T07:24:00.000-07:00

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you

When no one understands
I'll believe

If I Have To I'll Make The Sacrifice

AJ ????-ing out

N LEVEL

2006-09-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

WHOO~HOO....N level starts tmr
and u you know what? i can't wait,
YUP i think i've lost it ppl

"And there's no holding me back
I'm not driven by fear ,I'm Just
Driven by anger and
You're under attack,
I'm just climbing up slowly,
I'm The one and only "

"You Are The Antidote That Gets Me By"

"Firefly could you shine your light,
Now I know your ways,
Cause they're just like mine,
Now I'm justified,
As I fall in line,
And it's hard to try,
When you're open wide "

AJ going-nuts-ing out

Fall Into Sleep

2006-08-31T15:43:00.000-07:00

"Fall Into Sleep"

Dreams of earthquakes
Dreams of hurricanes
Dreams of pouring rain
Dreams of tidal waves...to wash us all away
Dreams of guns blazed
Dreams of fire rage
Dreams of swollen graves
Dreams of hollow pain
All gone

No more fallen
No more enemy
No more casuality
No more dream

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

Dreams of mourning grief
Dreams of disbelief
Dreams of tragedy
Dreams of our disease...to take us all away
Dreams of fidelity
Dreams of inner peace
Dreams of loyalty
Dreams of unity
All gone
All gone

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

The angels are injured
Fall with broken burning wings
Are we dead inside
Are we blind
We can't keep moving forward
Backwards with closed eyes
We're losing sight
All lost inside

No more fallen
No more enemy

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares
Nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

All gone....

AJ zone-ing out

pressure?

2006-08-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

Long time no blog i guess haha
weird,i must have hit something too hard,
cause now i know i'm trully missing alot of stuff in me,
and i dunno what it is,
but i do know one of it is ,PRESSURE
i mean i see veryone else worked up about the 'N'
and i'm still so relaxed,wtf man,
even when i imagine the day itself i still dun feel anything,
Maybe i'm running out of coke or smth,

Will the dice ever roll?,
When will I ever know?,
Will the plot ever twist,
Or will I still resist?,
I've been playing the part of a lost realist

BTW, the pic was a drawing done in chalk on a flat surface.....

AJ peace-ing off....

Tomorrow

2006-08-26T08:31:00.000-07:00

"Tomorrow"

Is it any wonder why I'm scared,

If I was a little younger would I

care,

feeling like the walls are growing stronger,

I don't know if this cage can hold me any longer

you never dreamed you'd have to live your life so guarded,

cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded

I'm not afraid of tomorrow,

I'm only scared of myself,

feels like my insides are on fire, and I'm looking through the eyes of someone else

I never thought they'd want me to go even faster,

never thought I took my foot off the gas,

everybody loves to be in on the pressure,

but I know they're all waiting for the crash

you never dreamed you'd have to live your life so guarded,

cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded,

things have changed you've become a complication,can make it through another days

humiliation

I'm not afraid of tomorrow,

I only scared of myself,

feels like my insides are on fire and I'm looking through the eyes of someone else

someone else...

is it any wonder why the answer keeps me petrified,

is it any wonder why,

I'm scared.....

What Am I Missing?

2006-08-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

"In this hole ,

That is me ,

The dead are rolling over ,

In this hole ,

Thickening ,

Dirt shoveled over shoulders ,

I feel it in me ,

So overwhelmed ,

Oh, this pressured center rising ,

My life overturned ,

Unfair the despair ,

All these scars keep ripping open"

AJ Peace-ing Off

Nice try

2006-08-18T09:20:00.000-07:00

Nice try, but it aint workin......hmmm prelims like fuck man..... hiya it has been so
examinatic now days......lol

There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye

And It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear

At least i saw pyro works today
Sparked that dark thought
haha

Dats all

AJ peace-ing off

Dark

2006-08-17T09:32:00.000-07:00

Is it wrong to eat fries with a damned good friend?
Retatrds , Well whatever, Got some weird looks, felt quite weird
But feels good haha, damned i'm half-nuts HAHA Must be getting hashim dieseas

Hmm so Mr evil twin? watcha gonna do now?
What are ya gonna try now?
I feel sad for you somehow,
But i aint scared of ur haunts,
not anymore

"Keep holding on,
My heads ticking like a bomb,
Guess the black bots have come to get me, "

AJ peace-ing off, hah

OOZ

2006-08-15T07:59:00.000-07:00

Weird, weird stuff happening, haha

*Inside AJ's Brain*

' This is AJ's brain cell 4, wats the situation there 44?...over' 'I Dunno no. 4, but there seems to be a mutation.....wait....oh my god wat in the world ???AAHHHH' ' 44? 44? do you read me ? what the hell .......COKE BREAK!!!'

haha i feel like dats what happening in my head now hahaha

At least .........I FINISHED MY DnT FOLIO.....OH THANK LORD FOR BLESSING ME WITH THIS haha

"Belive Me, I'm Just As Lost As You"

AJ Peace-ing Off

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2006-08-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

hmmmz wat a day, happy and later sad.... wat the hell.... 'tokah gokah'-- its jap for equvilent trade...hmmz guess most of the things in this world runs on that theory alone....hmmm atleast some ppl still wan me to stay in the light, hmm who noe's hw long i'll stay in it, but i'll try for as long as i can, but well probably there are ppl who wants be to go deeper in to it .... so gotta prove em wrong...lets see hw long i can support myself lol....

"Why does everyone feel like my enemy , Don't want any part of depression orDarkness , I've had enough sick and tired , bring the sun, or I'm gone,"

AJ Peace-Ing Off

FUN

2006-08-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

YEA MAN....Lol haven't had fun like this for like ages man.....and I get it all back in 2 days I mean like WOAH ...lol..I swear if all my fun in these 2 days were to be exchanged with money , all 9 planets full of gold would be like nth...

u noe I seriosly wish fun like that can neva end..... I would give anything for that....even if i can only live one day for that...

but with good things comes bad things.... equivilent trade, this world is based on that...hmm lets see hw it goes for now, juz gotta take the back seat for a while longer haha fucken mind games

Oh yea some advice who think its all gonna go all thier way, " Forfeit the game , Before somebody else , Takes you out of the frame , Puts your name to shame , Cover up your face , You can’t run the race , The pace is too fast , You just won’t last..."

Guess dats all,, Its gonna be fun for a while, good or bad , AJ Peace-ing off

Lame

2006-08-08T07:46:00.000-07:00

Ok due to overwhelming responses i'm updating the blog hahaha..... watever but like man......school so bloody lame man today.....can't belive they switched a concert for some amazing race thingy .....seriously admit it.... its dumb....but well at least school ended quite early.... not that bad......but gt freakin dnt remedial for folio another dumb shit.....and now we gotta finish the folio in 3 days WTF?!?!?!?! nuts.....

These questions keep hauntin me
its like the Devils askin me
" why should i set ur mind free?
when i got something to torture and play around with"

Ok Dats All Peeps, AJ Peacing off

HEHE

2006-08-05T08:42:00.000-07:00

Finally, finished the damned DnT workpiece lol...... so bloody happy man , but still got folio haiz -_-"..... But its onli next week........after DnT me, gary , zheng min, qi hong, cerwin and fir went to play soccer at the street soccer court and WE RULED IT lol.....guess dats all lol.....

AJ peace-ing off

=P

2006-08-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

Hmmmz well i guess nth much happened today....literally...damn BORING...can't remember much except for the DnT lessons and SS lessons.....I noe there's hmw too but i could'nt care less too many .......Well atleast my DnT almost complete lol........

"Peel me from the skin ,Tear me from the rind , Does it make you happy now?
Tear meat from the bone ,Tear me from myself , Are you feeling happy now?"

-Mudvayne, Happy?

Guess dats all then, AJ peace-ing out

I'm A Fool

2006-08-01T07:15:00.000-07:00

Haiz.....such a FUCKED UP day......almost everyone thinks that its probably ok to push all the BLAME to ME....its fine as long it aint THEM....FUCK......Juz taking advantage of me indirectly....fuckers.....i must have been a fool to think that all of us can be gd friends together all the way....only now do i see who my true friends are....

AJ peace-ing the fuck out

OO

2006-07-31T05:39:00.000-07:00

Finally....found out that there was a site that can make ns blog skins god damn it....lol....but i did modify stuff on my own.....so its not an exact copy..lol hmmmmz....except for the bust up between Miss Ma (horse) and Gary (frog)....nth much happened i guess....lol....Oh and we beat upper sec in soccer so like yea....

Guess dats all....AJ peace-ing out

Ooo

2006-07-09T01:09:00.001-07:00

...OOO ...... Ist time here..... Well aniways Germany Beat Portugal 3-1!!! MUAHAHAHa Portugal own goal somemore....MUAHAHAHAHA ALL HAIL HITLER.........well it rain today....reminds me of Breaking Benjamin's Rain ....." Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun "

well dats all i guess..... cya'll.....